I've been trying to write something about the tsunami disaster for days now but have been coming up blank. With 140,000 reported dead so far, and thousands more to come I'm sure, what do you say? What can you say? "I'm sorry for everyone who've lost all their loved ones and everything they own besides" is true, but sounds so trite and meaningless—and is, in the face of so much death and suffering.
And I feel guilty for this but truth is, the thing I'm most grateful for this year is that the tsunami didn't make it as far east as the Philippines; many parts of Metro Manila are below sea level and for a place where it frequently floods and you are never really more than a two hour drive from the shore, an incredible amount of people have never learned how to swim and would've drowned immediately.
I'm glad that my friends and family are safe and well but it could've so easily have been them at risk (and myself, if I'd gone home for the holidays!), and so I urge you to give what you can to help out. Google's list of tsunami relief resources is a good place as any to start; I sent some money straight to my classmate Bala's father, who is working on relief efforts in Chennai, India and (as suggested by Chris) will also be donating to Médecins Sans Frontières.
When the clock strikes midnight tonight please think of what Pearl, a survivor of the tsunami in Thailand had to say: "Please think of what you value. Look around, have you given a hug to someone recently? Anyone? If everything you had were taken away, who would you turn too? In the end it is each other, not the things, that make the world spin."
And now, as Heather said, Dear 2004, I love you, now please fuck off. Here's to wishing 2005 will be better for us all than this year has been. Regular posting (and maybe even regular replying to email, at long last) will resume tomorrow.


